i can’t find anything to distract myself. and no ones getting back to my emails about what to do. what the ####. #### everyone else here. i don’t even know why i ever came. whens the next festival anyway? maybe its better to have more people around. at the moment i feel like we’re stuck [...]

everyone hates each other! one of us is ripping the rest apart. maybe its more than one i dont ###### know!! we’re just sitting ducks. waiting around to get ambushed.

kian is getting waaay too upset about his stupid mix cd. what a ####. why can’t anybody take a joke anymore?

london ritz hotel

hi. producers? where have all the hotels gone? we’re all sitting on top of each other in here. and tete really needs a shower. she smells like billy. sorry but its true. thats what happens when you make friends with wasters like that. i know she’s been through it recently but there are limits.

if dieter says his own name just one more time i’m going to make very bad things happen to him. im getting so sick of everyone here.

i wish i had someone to talk to on the bus. everyone here just seems crazy. if i could’ve got some of the guys from notting hill on with me i’d be so much happier. they actually seemed to understand where i was coming from. at the moment i’m living with what feels like 5 [...]

how much have i been complaining about the producers recently!!?! so much!!! they havent been taking care of us at all. and now theyve been putting out photos of us and slagging us off!! ####### hell. i knew it. theyve been making stuff up the whole time. just adding their own stories in. i dont [...]

####! we’ve actually found a website thats talking about the show but its written by the biggest #### out there. claire just read an article about herself and the guy was slagging her off so much. not cool. now shes really upset. god it was so harsh. it actually called her boring and ugly. why [...]