Jude » notting hill

i knew it

Jude — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 11:00:34 +0000

#### billy!! i just knew he was scum from the moment i saw him. we shouldve kicked him off the bus ages ago like i wanted to.
basically we just got back from the carnival and tete’s been really ill. she ####### OD’d man. Like proper Jimi Hendrixed. she was passed out when dieter came back and was sick everywhere. she’s been taking way too much of something for the last few weeks. so stupid. but it was billy that got her back on it! he was being paid to do it apparently. thats what he told tete. i dont know why we would trust anything he says though. he’s just a junkie. he’s obviously been lying the whole time. i can’t believe tete didn’t listen to us about him. she almost died today because of him. he could of murdered her. he better not ever show his face around here again or i’ll ####### OD him.

carnival and cool people

Jude — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 17:00:36 +0000

i’ve been convincing everyone at the carnival that i’m in bloc party! they love it. ha! not sure dieter’s doing so well though – i’m telling everyone that he’s a roadie. no one’s questioned that either (ha ha). hes obviously got the look. bad news for him. i bet everyone else is doing pretty badly too. who the #### is claire gonna pretend to be? the virgin mary? people might go for that actually. ha. it’s weird the way that whenever a challenge comes up that has anything to do with being famous i just seem to be all over it compared to the others. hmmmmm. i think its called charisma. god it’s been a really good day. except for emma. i wonder what famous psycho she’s “pretending” to be?

there are so many cool people here. i’ve been hanging out with this amazing group of people that i met for most of the day. getting away from the others for once. it was amazing. this bloke called Markey was probably the coolest, nicest bloke I’ve ever hung with. a total dude and the coolest hair! i just felt so different when i was with them. i really felt like a totally new person without the others all watching me. actually it really reminded me of croatia. just that sense of freedom to be who you want to be. such a rare feeling.

fed up

Jude — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 15:33:42 +0000

I’m getting fed up with all this ####. who killed summer? the rest of these busmates, thats who. no surprise really. i thought this might be one reality show that didnt descend into arguments and bickering. thought we’d all just mash it up and have a major laugh. but no dice. the usual crap has ###### up the atmosphere. its been a laugh at times, dont get me wrong. but i’m well ready to get back to my mates and my life and – most important – my band. i am so missing playing and singing. i texted my mate rust today and told him how i need to play. he said that because of the show iBeatnik is WELLLLL popular and they are putting together a tour. nice one! every cloud and all that. So you ibeatnik fans – get your tickets now – while you can.

famous but not fake

Jude — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:30:59 +0000

i knew it’d be good here. the carnival is ace. kian had me worried that it was going to be about history, but it’s actually awesome. it reminds me of the gay pride festival i once went to (don’t ask – long story!). even better is the fact that we’ve got a new task from the producers and its actually a good one. we have to walk around pretending to be famous. apparently we’ve got to convince as many people as possible that we’re a famous person. well – ok! it’s any famous person i think. that’ll be hard with these huge cameras following us around! not. girls are gonna see those and believe ANYTHING i tell them. i’m going to walk this challenge. no contest. and i’m gonna get some loving while i do it. perfect.I might just tell them the truth – i’m Jude Jasper – I’m probably famous already.

emma

Jude — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 13:15:05 +0000

thanks for trying to ruin my good time emma. she seriously just flipped out at me over nothing. everyone’s being really lame about fleabay at the moment actually- it’s like no one’s got a sense of humour anymore. this was different to the usual stuff though. she changed completely and really went crazy at me for no reason. is she mental!? i didn’t do anything! i definitely saw a different side to her today, one i never want to see again. i’m not going to forget it. im staying away from her from now on.

not more hotdog costumes, just plain fun!

Jude — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 11:13:34 +0000

we’re at notting hill carnival today. i was a bit worried about it being quite kiddy but it actually looks pretty fun. there are a lot of crazy looking people walking around. i’m definitely happy to get off the bus. i think that wherever we were now i’d be up for going crazy- we had such a #### time at the party. so annoying after we organised the whole thing to have it ruined by having to wear a costume. it was impossible to hear anything or talk to anyone. not that i’d want to while dressed as a hotdog. thank #### there isn’t going to be anything like that here. there’s nothing to stop me enjoying myself.