hes actually wrecking our lives deliberately and one by one. finding out the worst things that ever happened to us and making us relive them. this is so crazy. i can’t believe that kian hit somebody and just drove off. who would do that? that’s mental. i mean i feel sort of sorry for him [...]

i can’t find anything to distract myself. and no ones getting back to my emails about what to do. what the ####. #### everyone else here. i don’t even know why i ever came. whens the next festival anyway? maybe its better to have more people around. at the moment i feel like we’re stuck [...]

everyone hates each other! one of us is ripping the rest apart. maybe its more than one i dont ###### know!! we’re just sitting ducks. waiting around to get ambushed.

london ritz hotel

hi. producers? where have all the hotels gone? we’re all sitting on top of each other in here. and tete really needs a shower. she smells like billy. sorry but its true. thats what happens when you make friends with wasters like that. i know she’s been through it recently but there are limits.

if dieter says his own name just one more time i’m going to make very bad things happen to him. im getting so sick of everyone here.

i wish i had someone to talk to on the bus. everyone here just seems crazy. if i could’ve got some of the guys from notting hill on with me i’d be so much happier. they actually seemed to understand where i was coming from. at the moment i’m living with what feels like 5 [...]

god. the attention ive been getting since being injured has been amazing.
i should really give something back to the community. push them all in front of cars. they’d love it.

it looks like my blogs are being censored!! thats so ####### stupid. im gonna say whatever the #### i want. i thought this was a space for free speech?!! everyone knows what i mean anyway. they cant stop me from saying what i mean even if they dont want to hear it!